Swimming golden girls open up on dark lows

The smiles soon faded for Mollie O'Callaghan (left) and Kaylee McKeown (right) after the Olympics. Photo: AAP
Two of Australiaâs swimming golden girls admit to suffering severe lows after their highs at the Paris Olympics.
Kaylee McKeown was in a dark place.
And Mollie OâCallaghan suddenly realised she had no friends outside her sport.
They were two lost souls after swimming in the fish-bowl of the Paris Olympics.
âComing off the Olympics, I was in a really dark place mentally,â McKeown said.
âWhen you go from such a high, straight back to such a low, and youâre left scrambling for ideas on what youâre going to do next, it is hard to find your feet once again.â
In Paris, McKeown became the first Australian to win four individual Olympic gold medals.
And the first swimmer to successfully defend Olympic 100-metre and 200-metre backstroke titles was given the honour of being Australiaâs joint flag-bearer at the closing ceremony.
McKeown, who also won a silver and two bronze in the French capital, was an Olympic legend.
All within three weeks of turning 23-years-old.
âI donât think people really know ⌠how much pressure we put on ourselves,â McKeown said in Adelaide at Australiaâs selection trials for the world championships starting late July.
âYouâre just so fixated on wanting to swim for yourself, for your country and for your team.
âYou have all that amount of pressure to just do it ⌠and it [winning or not] really just comes down to nail bites.â
McKeown arrived in Paris with her 100-metre backstroke world record just broken by American rival Regan Smith.
OâCallaghan arrived with her 200-metre freestyle world record just broken by fellow Australian Ariarne Titmus.
âIâm the exact same as Kaylee,â OâCallaghan said.
âThereâs immense pressure to perform at the Olympic Games, itâs the pinnacle of our sport.
âA lot of it is ourselves that put the pressure on because we know the work that goes behind it.
âNot a lot of people get to see the training sessions, the time, the dedication put in, because we donât really have a life outside of swimming â itâs just all swimming.â
OâCallaghan won three gold medals, plus a silver and bronze, to be Australiaâs most successful athlete at the Paris Games. All within four months of turning 20.
But after the Olympic high, came the low.
âI noticed I donât have friends outside of swimming because I have dedicated such a strong amount of time from school to now,â OâCallaghan said.
McKeown and OâCallaghan soon realised they needed extended breaks from the pool.
âIt was just letting my hair down, having some fun and realising the hard work that I actually have put in over the years to get what I have,â McKeown said.
OâCallaghan discovered there was a life out of the water.
âThat was something after the Olympics I got to learn, was actually having that freedom for five months to be able to go places, do things, without the consequence of swimming or having swimming in the back of my mind,â she said.
âItâs just a nice refresher to know that thereâs opportunities and thereâs other connections outside [swimming] because a lot of the time our bubble is just swimming.â
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